it's just so freaking tiring and wearisome to always make the first move to find out how you were,your work, your life blah blah blah.
i, being your friend(close friend it used to be), was being the caring one, just in ase you needed me by your side.
and this is how you treat me, expecting me not to think too much about it, and not bothering to call me and talk about the issue and clean things up,
it's alright.
friendship doesn't only survive on being 'high' where everything is 'love' here 'love' there,
or seeing/calling each other everyday.
it's about being there for one another all the time, even though we may not be physically there together.
but i feel that it wasn't the case.
it's basically just one-sided effort which just can't go on forever.
didn't you realise that?
it's not that i'm timid or afraid of you.
i just want to see how much you really treasure this friendship enough to salvage it.
seems like it isn't the case.
it's alright.
to think i was kind of there for you most of the time since we got to know each other better,
but well, not as if you tell me everything.
i guess you need your other friends more than you need me.
is this what i really deserve?
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