Not Meant To Be?

Am i not meant to be with the one I think I love?
Although i do not really know her that well, I know her just well enough to know her likes, her dislikes,her dreams, her ambitions.
However, although my dreams are similar to hers, the dreams placed closer to her heart is the ones furthest away from mine, even though they are still my dreams.
Even though we are not really that different, we aren't similar too.
Her dreams are to live in places like ski resorts, cottage in other countries, travel around the world, and much more.
i admit, i too share her dreams and ambitions, however, the dreams closer to my heart is to bring the poor, the ill, the sorrowed, the burdened to acknowledge Jesus Christ as their lord and saviour, and also help them to get along in life, providing daily necessities and also education to the children among them.
I would however much much more prefer to help orphans along in life, but i'll see where God leads me.
I aim to share God's love with them and let them know that indeed, there are people caring about and for you in this world and more importantly, a loving Abba Father, our El Shaddai.
I know that i too cannot serve two masters, as luke 16:13 says "No servant can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money.". Indeed this is so very true. We should store our treasures in heaven, for where the treasure is, your heart will be also.
Therefore, if i were to chose, i would have to either chose the one i love, or to follow God.
The only way for it to be otherwise, is that she gives up all her wealth and dreams, and we get married and live our lives for God.
I really hope that in the future, me and the one i love will be doing full time mission work together, to reap the harvest for God!

Matthew 5:3-10
3"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4Blessed are those who mourn,
for they will be comforted.
5Blessed are the meek,
for they will inherit the earth.
6Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
7Blessed are the merciful,
for they will be shown mercy.
8Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they will see God.
9Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they will be called sons of God.
10Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.